My story

General forum for the UK Keratoconus and self-help group members.

Click on the forum name, General Discussion Forum, above.

Moderators: Anne Klepacz, John Smith, Sweet

User avatar
Asif
Regular contributor
Regular contributor
Posts: 141
Joined: Wed 01 Sep 2004 5:13 pm
Keratoconus: Yes, I have KC
Vision: Graft(s) and spectacles

My story

Postby Asif » Fri 15 Jul 2005 3:00 pm

Hi everyone.

I have been reading topics on this forum for a while and found some interesting information but have not posted very often. I am hoping that my posts will help others as others have helped me.

I was first diagnosed with keratoconus in both eyes, left eye worse than right, when I just turned 17 at Nottingham QMC. My eye sight suddenly deteriorated within the space of 2-3 weeks in the summer holidays at the end of my first year at college. I made an optician appointment as I was very concerned. The optometrist noticed a possibility of me having keratoconus and referred me to the eye clinic at the hospital where I was diagnosed from my topography results. Spectacles did correct my vision to some degree but I noticed my vision getting worse every month. I was wearing spectacles to correct my vision till I was 18 where the ghosting effect and multiple images caused too much distortion in my vision that I thought I should start wearing contact lenses. I was then refereed to the CL clinic at the QMC. I was first wearing RGPs which were very difficult to tolerate and get used to. I gradually built up a wearing time of about 6 hours over the first month. They were very difficult to wear during college hours at I would always look like I was crying in lessons and my eyes were red. My vision improved greatly over glasses but the ghosting effect was still present. These also popped out of both my eyes while I was driving once which wasn’t very pleasant.

After about 5 months of wearing RGPs and several different fits I could no longer tolerate them and was given soft-perms. At this time I no longer wore spectacles and they could no longer improve my vision so I had to rely on the time I was wearing my CLs for sufficient vision for daily tasks. After the first hour of insertion these lenses were a lot more comfortable than RGPs and I built up a long wearing time in a period of a week. I could basically wear these lenses from when I woke up to when I had to sleep approx 12-16 hours with minimal discomfort. At times I would forget I was still wearing them. However, after 2 weeks of continuous wear my left eye felt very sore. I went to the CL clinic and was told I had a corneal abrasion but could not be told of the cause. I then gave my left eye a break from wearing CLs for a few days and continued to wear them as normal. They same problem occurred after a further 2 weeks and continued also in the right eye. I was given several refits but the problem persisted. I eventually worked out that it was because I was over wearing them and then limited the wearing time down to a point where the problem stopped. There then came a point where the maximum safe wearing time was 8ish hours. 8 hours wearing throughout the day was not sufficient for me so I began to alternate monocular vision between left and right CLs. I would wear the right for the 1st 6 hours of the day, then take it out and insert the left lens and wear that for the next 8 hours so I would get a total of 8 hours wearing time.

I continued alternating monocular vision at the start of my first year at university which was 4 months after first wearing the soft-perms but then still got the abrasions on my corneas due to excessive wear. I then went back to the CL clinic and tried piggyback lenses using my old RGPs which resulted in cloudy vision after an hour of wearing them. I then tried kerasoft lenses but could not correct my vision as the ghosting and multiple images caused too much distortion but were very comfortable. I was then given semi-limbal lenses, these are RGPs the size of a standard soft lens. The were a lot more comfortable than standard RGPs and did not move much when I blinked. However, after a few hours of wearing them my vision would become cloudy and the lens would dry out quickly. Refresher eye drops would not help much and having to keep taking them out and applying more conditioning solution every other hour was very annoying especially when a lecture lasted 3 hours. I then continued to wear the soft-perms as I did not have a problem with my vision getting cloudy.

After 6 months of wearing the soft-perms, when I first inserted the lenses they would be very painful for the 1st 2 hours but would feel fine after. My eyes would get red and very watery. This was getting worse so I could no longer cope in lectures. As a result I asked for a private corneal graft, but as I was already on the list for 6 months I was given a date for one on the NHS. I then intermitted my 1st year just before the exams, as I could not sit them in my current situation with the limited time I had to study and had my corneal graft on my left eye on the 29th of June this year. I will create a new topic for my recovery of my graft for others to read up on. My vision prior to the graft I could get 6/60 from either eye. I could just about get 3/60 from the right but not even that from the left. I was severely myopic in both eyes. If I was to view my computer screen without lenses it would have to be 2cm from my right eye and I could not even see it with my left. From my topography results at my pre-op check up my left cornea was a lot worse then when I was initially diagnosed with keratoconus, as there was a large colour distribution of red, pink and orange.

I have now just turned 20 and this has been my experience my experience of keratoconus over the past 3 years. There are a few causes of keratoconus. I do not believe that in my case it was genetic as no one in my family/generation has it or any other serious eye conditions other than myopia or hyperopia and is corrected by glasses. I feel that it was caused my extensively rubbing my eyes since childhood as I often had very irritated eyes. If I knew it could cause keratoconus I would have avoided it. I still rub my right eye sometimes as a force of habit.

Going through life and having to deal with keratoconus was difficult, although I did manage to cope with what had to be done. Being a teenager and being unable to do the things I could do before and not being able to do many other things others where other teenagers could was very frustrating and annoying at times. Even doing simple tasks like shaving or watching television clearly became difficult. As my sight became worse I could no longer see people’s faces clearly and they often thought that I was ignoring them but that wasn’t the case, I just couldn’t see who they were.

It is challenging having to deal with something like keratoconus. Every day may seem like a struggle but with time you will learn to deal with your problem so be patient. It was very annoying having to spend time in the morning and in the evening having to clean, insert and remove lenses but I eventually got used to it and took next to no time placing them in and removing them, although there will be some days when it might not be that easy. It will be irritating at times not being able to do some things you could before but you will find so many other things that you can now do. Do not seclude yourself and get disheartened, but try to come to terms with your condition and accept it. The sooner you are able to do that the easier your life will become and the more you will learn to appreciate other things that you previously may have taken for granted.

From what I had to deal with I really wanted to be able to help myself and others in the same and similar situations as myself, which is why I chose to study optometry. I will soon be continuing with my degree after I feel comfortable with my graft and am sincerely motivated to be able to do so.

I look forward to being able to exchange advice and comments with all of you on this helpful forum.....and sorry for the long post :?

Asif
Last edited by Asif on Wed 20 Jul 2005 8:53 pm, edited 1 time in total.

User avatar
jayuk
Ambassador
Ambassador
Posts: 2148
Joined: Sun 21 Mar 2004 1:50 pm
Location: London / Manchester / Cheshire

Postby jayuk » Fri 15 Jul 2005 3:19 pm

Asif

Your story will be appreciated by many on this forum; and just to add that many on the board know where you are coming from.

I know exactly what you mean about having to cope and deal with it. Although it does seem that your KC was extremely aggressive to have a graft so quick!.

Out of interest were you given an option for Sclerals?..I think that the fact you went through so many lenses and were patient shows that you never made any harsh decisions. As I am sure you are aware a CT is not a cure but rather a "stopping block" for KC......its just some people' last for 6 months; others 35 years+...

Although saying that, there are now soo many options that we have (sadly that are not even evaluated in the UK) that halt KC and in many instances regress. However KC is such a condition which is completely unpredicatable as you pointed out.

Look forward to reading your Post Op progress.

Oh and I know what you mean about the 2cm computer screen!..Without a lens in my left eye I can barely see the time on my fone unless its virtually against my eye!!....:-)
KC is about facing the challenges it creates rather than accepting the problems it generates -
(C) Copyright 2005 KP

User avatar
Asif
Regular contributor
Regular contributor
Posts: 141
Joined: Wed 01 Sep 2004 5:13 pm
Keratoconus: Yes, I have KC
Vision: Graft(s) and spectacles

Postby Asif » Fri 15 Jul 2005 4:53 pm

Hi jayuk

At the time i wasnt given the oppurtunity to wear sclerals. If I was I would have been slightly reluctant because of going trhough so many lenses and not finding a suitable one in the past 2 years, having to go through the process of having a scleral lens fitted, and at the rate my eyes were progressing I thought it was best to go through the graft route.

A corneal transplant is not a cure but any improvement on the condition of my eye prior to the graft I would be grateful for. I know there is a possibility I may in the future have to wear CLs again but am hoping that the chance for that is minimal.

I have had my share of comments and jokes made by other people when I am not wearing my lenses and try to view things such as a mobile phone or watch. But the worst comment I had to listen to many times was 'why can you not just wear glasses'.

User avatar
jayuk
Ambassador
Ambassador
Posts: 2148
Joined: Sun 21 Mar 2004 1:50 pm
Location: London / Manchester / Cheshire

Postby jayuk » Fri 15 Jul 2005 5:07 pm

Ahh ok...I guess you have a point..but from what you have said you have probably had the most agressive kind of KC I personally have heard of..from 0-3 years and a graft is very fast progression!....did you have any topographies done?....
KC is about facing the challenges it creates rather than accepting the problems it generates -

(C) Copyright 2005 KP

User avatar
Asif
Regular contributor
Regular contributor
Posts: 141
Joined: Wed 01 Sep 2004 5:13 pm
Keratoconus: Yes, I have KC
Vision: Graft(s) and spectacles

Postby Asif » Fri 15 Jul 2005 6:07 pm

I had a few topographies done. 1 at my first visit when I was diagnosed, 1 a year later and another one my left eye prior to the graft. Intially indicated clear signs of keratoconus, and eventually gave a presence of greater distribution of red and pink regions on the results prior to the graft.

User avatar
Lynn White
Optometrist
Optometrist
Posts: 1398
Joined: Sat 12 Mar 2005 8:00 pm
Location: Leighton Buzzard

Postby Lynn White » Sat 16 Jul 2005 7:32 am

Asif....

As an optometrist myself, I think you will have a lot to bring to the profession with your experiences. With the best will in the the world, sometimes people who have always had perfect vision cannot visualise what it is like not to see properly. You can also educate your fellow students on the condition because at University, you don't tend to see many keratoconic patients.

You will have a unique opportunity to study the condition and to contribute to KC research - as it tends to be the cinderella of optometric and ophthalmic interest.

Don't write off the genetic connection - it is not a straight line inheritance. Genetics was once thought not to be a factor at all because of the very thing you mentioned... keratoconics tended not to have direct relatives with the condition - indeed seemed to be the only person in an extended family with it.

However, KC genes HAVE now been found, it DOES occur in families and it does cluster in geographically isolated areas or in communities that tend to marry close relatives.

This all means that KC is probably multi-factorial, eye rubbing may well exacerbate a problem that is pre-existing and relatives may well have signs of sub-clinical KC that are not picked up merely because no-one up until now paid any attention to sub-clinical KC.

With the advent of refractive surgery, more and more KC's are being picked up that can only be seen on a topography scan - some don't even show up until post surgery where it is suddenly made worse BY the actual surgery.

With this amount of "hidden" KC - no-one can ever be sure, without careful screening, that no-one else in the family has ever had it. Optometrists generally are not that experienced in detecting early/mild KC and even if they do, they are not sure what to do about it because referring will not get them a diagnosis.

You can contribute so much with your personal knowledge of the condition - so good luck with your career and if I can ever be of any help - let me know!

Lynn

User avatar
John Smith
Moderator
Moderator
Posts: 1941
Joined: Thu 08 Jan 2004 12:48 am
Keratoconus: Yes, I have KC
Vision: Graft(s) and spectacles
Location: Sidcup, Kent

Postby John Smith » Sat 16 Jul 2005 10:36 am

Hi Asif, thanks very much for sharing your story with us. I know that it will help a lot of the readers on here.

As for the graft, I really hope all goes well for you. As mine has settled, I'm getting best vision with sclerals in both eyes (one eye grafted), and have now been told that my vision is good enough to no longer considering grafting the other eye. It's being held in reserve in case of problems with the graft. So don't throw away the idea of sclerals completely.

Good luck in your degree... and try and keep on the right side of the slit lamp!
John

User avatar
GarethB
Ambassador
Ambassador
Posts: 4916
Joined: Sat 21 Aug 2004 3:31 pm
Keratoconus: Yes, I have KC
Vision: Graft(s) and contact lenses
Location: Warwickshire

Postby GarethB » Mon 18 Jul 2005 10:13 am

Hi Asif,

Your KC is almost agresive as mine, for me lenses last long enough for the replacemnt set to arrive. They were being changed every three weeks and I needed a graft within the year.

This was posponed for six months to get my A levels out of the way! For exams I had large print and a seperate room with an assistant to read the questions and to write my dictated answer.

Grafts are now 16 years old and withstood much abuse. So with any luck your graft will be as succesful and your career will be as rewarding to you as mine is for me.

Gareth
Gareth

User avatar
madmish
Contributor
Contributor
Posts: 32
Joined: Thu 31 Mar 2005 8:14 pm
Location: wigan

Postby madmish » Wed 20 Jul 2005 6:38 pm

hi guys, been away for a while due to the fact that i could not see the monitor let alone the keyboard.!!! still having no luck with my lenses, some days i can get them in some days i can't but my eyes have bee really sore fo ages. got an appointment in 2 weeks with my consultant (2 bloody weeks, been waiting 5 weeks already!!)
anyway asif, i cried after reading what you have been through, it just reminded me of how frustrating this stupid condition gets!! i hope your graft has gone well, and i myself was thinking of opting for a private one, if i am eligable of course. i will discuss this at my appointment.my vision has rapidly detiorated in the last few months, i have had numerous people falling out with me because they thought i was ignoring them, and the fact is , i couldn't see them!! i even got the new harry potter book on audio!!! it's mad, one minute i was reading bed time stories to my kids, the next my 6 year old is reading out and typing on the forum for me!!! :cry:
thanks for sharing asif , and i am sorry for rambling on guys!!! :oops:
liverpool fc champions of europe!!!!


Return to “General Discussion Forum”

Who is online

Users browsing this forum: No registered users and 38 guests