im new the forum but have found so much good advice here so far

I was diagnosed with keratoconus in July last year, my eyesight deteriorated quite quickly and it took not working and slowing down in lockdown for me to realise how horrendous it had gotten. I have been given the rigid lenses which for the first month were fantastic and i had a pretty good correction however now theyre a nightmare, my eyes are super dry, the lenses are scratchy and uncomfortable and roll around or fall out and constant protein build up despite using tablets twice a week. my tolerance to them is super low but i perceviered nonetheless but i just cant cope anymore
Ive recently had to have the talk with my manager about my job. i work in a very unsuitable environment for the condition its a dark basement shop with lots of artificial lights, no natural daylight and its incredibly dusty and has dusty aircon. i can barely see in work and my eyes dry out and end up full of dirt. I have been super depressed recently as my KC has been unbareable and unmanagable - i think i have cried everyday for at least two weeks and dread having to go about my day. im super light sensetive and i have to wear sunglasses just about everywhere and even then im still pirate eyeing (lol)
Im currently on UC anyway as i only worked 2 days and they shortened my shifts, i was working for myself as a model before the pandemic but since returning to the photographic industry i'm even finding that a struggle with the long days. i spend a fortune on eye products such as drops, allergy drops, overnight drops but nothing is working
I have applied for Capability to work on UC and im being supported by Shaw Trust for going into another job and managing my condition
sorry this is a bit of a woe is me post - just feels like nobody else really understands unless its Moorfields or the optician.