Seriously considering CXL....
Posted: Thu 18 Apr 2013 3:44 pm
Hi there. I'm just looking for some opinions really. Sorry for the length of the post, I find it quite therapeutic to write down my thoughts on this as it helps me gain perspective. So as the title suggests, I'm considering CXL, starting with my bad eye, and a few months later, my good eye. This would be a proactive decision, as opposed to a reactive one. I'm 30 years of age and have mild KC in one eye, and moderate KC in the other. I inherited the condition from my father, who had severe KC and a cornea transplant at age 22. This is a consideration for me. I seem to be affected less than him. I hope it can stay that way but with KC you just never know,
My good eye has been relatively stable, so this is the conundrum for me, do I leave it or have CXL? Although ghosting has got a bit worse over the years. I can get by without contacts although my vision does bother me, my colours are quite washed out, peoples faces are blurry and it's generally a dull affair. I struggle with lenses, the best combination I have found is a SoClear scleral in my good eye, and a KeraSoft in my bad eye. My right eye is a pain, colours are far richer than in my good eye, and a hard lens just seems to magnify this, leaving me with no depth perception and headaches if I wear one, whites are especially blinding. A kerasoft seems to balance the colours but give me only slight visual improvement. It's not what I hoped for. I could live with this, but a good lens day seems to be followed by a bad one, where I really struggle with the Scleral lens which wears my eyes out badly, so I end up going without aids again for the next couple of days.
So CXL gives me hope, but my question is, does the reality match my hope? To me it seems a no brainer. I have the money, am fit and healthy, and it would alleviate the nagging uncertainty regarding the future of my disease. How do I know If it will stay stable for the next 50 years? I don't. I don't know what I'd do if KC affected my good eye more, I don't want it to get any worse, my independence is important. But with CXL, my hope is for 2 stabilised corneas, where I can hopefully wear more comfortable lenses. This is a dream. Who knows, maybe I'd even have the confidence to learn how to drive. There are also practical issues, I move around a lot, I love to travel, so it would be nice to have a pair of reliable spectacles or lenses and not worry about my prescription changing.
So has anyone here bitten the bullet and made a proactive decision like this to get CXL? I know the NHS only recommend it if your KC is deteriorating. But the studies seem to point high success rates, and at the risk of sounding overly optimistic, I can see myself being in that category. I would pay for a good surgeon at Moorfields, I have age and health on my side, live in a clean household and have good personal hygiene, so I'm confident of avoiding infection. I also hear less affected corneas are easier to treat, is this true? So it would give me hope with my good eye....
So would it be bonkers to meddle with my eyes as they are? It's a bit of a conundrum, so it would be appreciated to gain some perspective from anyone here really.
Thanks for listening,
My good eye has been relatively stable, so this is the conundrum for me, do I leave it or have CXL? Although ghosting has got a bit worse over the years. I can get by without contacts although my vision does bother me, my colours are quite washed out, peoples faces are blurry and it's generally a dull affair. I struggle with lenses, the best combination I have found is a SoClear scleral in my good eye, and a KeraSoft in my bad eye. My right eye is a pain, colours are far richer than in my good eye, and a hard lens just seems to magnify this, leaving me with no depth perception and headaches if I wear one, whites are especially blinding. A kerasoft seems to balance the colours but give me only slight visual improvement. It's not what I hoped for. I could live with this, but a good lens day seems to be followed by a bad one, where I really struggle with the Scleral lens which wears my eyes out badly, so I end up going without aids again for the next couple of days.
So CXL gives me hope, but my question is, does the reality match my hope? To me it seems a no brainer. I have the money, am fit and healthy, and it would alleviate the nagging uncertainty regarding the future of my disease. How do I know If it will stay stable for the next 50 years? I don't. I don't know what I'd do if KC affected my good eye more, I don't want it to get any worse, my independence is important. But with CXL, my hope is for 2 stabilised corneas, where I can hopefully wear more comfortable lenses. This is a dream. Who knows, maybe I'd even have the confidence to learn how to drive. There are also practical issues, I move around a lot, I love to travel, so it would be nice to have a pair of reliable spectacles or lenses and not worry about my prescription changing.
So has anyone here bitten the bullet and made a proactive decision like this to get CXL? I know the NHS only recommend it if your KC is deteriorating. But the studies seem to point high success rates, and at the risk of sounding overly optimistic, I can see myself being in that category. I would pay for a good surgeon at Moorfields, I have age and health on my side, live in a clean household and have good personal hygiene, so I'm confident of avoiding infection. I also hear less affected corneas are easier to treat, is this true? So it would give me hope with my good eye....
So would it be bonkers to meddle with my eyes as they are? It's a bit of a conundrum, so it would be appreciated to gain some perspective from anyone here really.
Thanks for listening,