Salah
Don't be too upset about my case, or any of us who had KC before you: we got the best treatment available in our time; your job is to make sure that you get the best treatment in your time and those who follow will get the best treatment in theirs. This way we all enjoy the benefits of a science that continues to unfold.
I made choices about my treatment and these choices were based on the best information available to me at the time. Information came from a number of places, including my ophthalmologist, my optometrists and the Keratoconus site. I have no regrets about any of the choices I made and I never look longingly at the treatments now available and wonder "what if ..." . That is a vanity that leads only to heartache!
It may be that CXL or INTACS (the new treatment 'kids on the block') will prove very effective for some people, and it is my earnest hope that CXL is effective for you. What the future holds is still hidden from our view, but it is good to know that the science continues to develop.
All the best
Andrew
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I have looked again at this post, and think that it may seem a little "tetchy"; if so, I apologize unreservedly. In my head it sounds friendly and was intended to be encouraging

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