having a carer
Posted: Mon 14 May 2007 3:08 pm
my other half works only 2 days a week.
the health visitor called the social workers in to do an assessment. they came and are sending a carer in on a wed and tues to cook for the kids and get them to bed.;
im really upset by this.i know i should accept the help i need bit its reqally hard.
they are my kids and i cant look after them, well thats how it feels.
i was mking the baby bottle today and tipped a kettle of boiling water over my front. ive burnt my belly. at kleast it was me that was burnt.
but ive now accepted that i shouldnt be cooking when i am alone.
i hate strangers near my kids though. you cant trust anyone so im finding it hard to let someone help.
anyway enuff moaning im going to see mr prydel to talked through the graft op on thurs. im gonna ask to be registered. will i be reg as blind or partial sighted. do you have to be blind blind to be reg as bklind?
on test chart thingy ii cant see chart at all let alone letters. not from 6m or 3 m
i have lenses but cant wear them and shouldnt be cus of blood vessels but i cant see the actual letters with those either just blurs and ghosting.
oooo thats a long post for me eh.lol
the health visitor called the social workers in to do an assessment. they came and are sending a carer in on a wed and tues to cook for the kids and get them to bed.;
im really upset by this.i know i should accept the help i need bit its reqally hard.
they are my kids and i cant look after them, well thats how it feels.
i was mking the baby bottle today and tipped a kettle of boiling water over my front. ive burnt my belly. at kleast it was me that was burnt.
but ive now accepted that i shouldnt be cooking when i am alone.
i hate strangers near my kids though. you cant trust anyone so im finding it hard to let someone help.
anyway enuff moaning im going to see mr prydel to talked through the graft op on thurs. im gonna ask to be registered. will i be reg as blind or partial sighted. do you have to be blind blind to be reg as bklind?
on test chart thingy ii cant see chart at all let alone letters. not from 6m or 3 m
i have lenses but cant wear them and shouldnt be cus of blood vessels but i cant see the actual letters with those either just blurs and ghosting.
oooo thats a long post for me eh.lol