Paul Osborne wrote:Hi Chris.
Not long now indeed.
I spent a couple of hours writing a letter to the donors family at the weekend, I think as I was writing that it really hit me whats going to happen and has had to happen.
I haven't slept very well for the last couple of nights, which is unusual as I can usually sleep through anything, so I guess its starting to get to me.
On a lighter note a friend bought me a pirate kit, with eye patch, cutlass and telescope!
I am considering getting a big red pen and circling the eye that they have to do - as I cant afford for them to get it wrong!
Working today, holiday tomorrow to move things round and do lots of shopping (the wife cant drive) and then out for a slap up meal.
Roll on thursday - I would like it out of the way now.
Paul
That's what always concerns me too.
It's amazing how soon it all suddenly comes around, it only seems a few weeks ago that you first came onto the board and was asking how long on average one has to wait for a transplant.
The build up though can certainly be a bit stressful as it's hard to just relax. I know on my aborted operation I never settled, but then as it was cancelled and put back on about 7 times in the three days leading up to my operation I never really knew where I stood. I do now wish that I had been able to take a chance and gone ahead with the transplant though.
I'm thus delighted your operation has finally come around, and although it is obviously a concern come friday you'll be starting on the road to recovery.
Keep hold of that pirate outfit when you're better, I may have found a home for it.
